All of us are sad.
What makes you think that I'm so happy?
There is nothing to be happy about in my life ever since March till now.
Take my shoes and try wearing it..


The things you've done..
The words you've said..

sometimes make me wonder if you ever consider me yr friend.

You hurt me so many times that i've lost count of the nights i slpt thinkg what is happening to us.
But you on the other hand...

I took a step back &broke my own heart to make you all happy.
because,

This friendship(s), i cherish more than anything else.
These memories, are forever.
and both, i love..

I can back off.
I can take many steps back.
but one day, you gotta know i will reached a wall and can no longer back off.

Vice versa.

And i've reached that wall not long ago.
This heart, it sunk.. since.. it doesnt even knows when.
No worries,
because afterall, everything will work well for you and I'm happy for all.


How does it feels like, hanging there for nothing?
How does it feels like, being pushed for answers when you dont have them?
How does it feels like, when you're always caught in the middle?
How does it feels like, when its just next to you but always a million miles away?
How does it feels like, when you have lost all?
How does it feels like, when you're in a tunnel with no lights and directions forever?

Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

those steps that we took, made my heart aches even more.
We're all victims of this mindless thing..

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