sensitive topic.
went for trainin. my thighs realli disappointed mi. so damn pain. e feelin is lyk sum sort blue-black liddat. damn. argh. but i tried to do those drills when i tink i'm ok. but. still beri pain. sianed. coach lyk dun gif it a damn abt tri and mi. our thighs were hurtin lyk mad. he juz stood dere. watchin. nth else. i miss weijie! hais. but funny things happened durin trainin too. jean tried to learn how to push pple wif butt. she do till so damn farni. whaha. bth. den tansy oso beri funni. fo mei too. kip on 'roarin' in e court and den snatch my drink. lolx. we seat down. talked abt askin more new pple to cum into e team. its a beri sensitive topic. cuz if more pple means more competition, and den we de xiao guas, will hav slimmer chances to play. but actualli. i seriously dun mind abt it. i'm satisfied oreadi. cuz i'm in e team. i luv my teammates. so i will b sittin down and cheer for them even though i can't play. if they are happy, i will too. i meant wad i said. i can feel e bondin in us. ya. betta den e past. =)
came home ard 9pm. bath. did my hw. and den i'm here to blog. so 16.1.05 is e world's best frens' day. now den i noe. haa. i'm so truly touched when e3eva pple actually pass e sms ard to one another. and yupp. i did too. anyway. thanks jean and tina for u all de concern. i will take care de. haa.
jean. thanks for still concernin for our netball team. and i will jiayou de! "just play ur best and let results settle itself!! FOCUS on the process, not the end results.. JIA YOU ba.." thats wad u sae. and i'll do it. yup. how i wish u are still coachin us. but. . nvm. yupp. thurs go joggin yea? haa. take care. =D
tina. muz jiayou together yea? for e-zone and lan zhong since its lyk so close. yupp. joggin on thurs! haa.
tri. take care of ya thigh too. jiayou for tis wed. yupp.
tampines east. lets all move on and face more competitions cumin up. lan zhong on 20.4.06. so damn fast eh. so lets jiayou 2gether! bball rawks our lives. =D
jys netballers. e-zone is approachin. and lets do our best. i will control my temper de. thanks to u all for toleratin mi. yupp. last yr le. i'll jiayou de! prove to e other schs dat we r nt easily beaten. we shall lose to other schs only if they r realli too gd fer us. we shall cry only for we really admit tat e sch is strong. instead of cryin just bcuz we did wrongly in court. dun b proud cuz e opponent is weaker den us. dun b afraid if e opponent is too strong. hav sum mental pictures. tellin urself we r nt weaker den dem. tellin urself tat u can do it no matter wad. tellin urself tat u will try ur best. for e sake of urself. for e sake of e team. for e sake of netball. and for e sake of playin. dun care abt e end results. wad matter most is e process. dats wad jean had said. enjoy e game. enjoy e bondin we had built for 2-3yrs. enjoy netballin. enjoy e process. i hoped tat we can try our best and get into e 2nd round. and den i can leave jys wif no regrets. u all rawk my world. lets put ourselves totally into netball for one another. yupp. do take care durin this period. jiayou! :)

ok. i shall go slp le. still gt sch eh. hais. hope my thigh will recover by tues. monday gt p.e. tues havin trainin. wed is e 1st match. versusin loyang sec. i dunno wad i shuld feel now. excited? anxious? afraid? confident?
tis qns shuld b leave till tues. lets c how e last trainin b4 e matches begin goes. yupp.

takecare.
confused. sohhwee.